Beginning

How it all began? I ask myself many question like why I start,
what is purpose, ... of this blog.
One of the answers is that you can't find a person
with you can talk about problems and I hope this is good exhaust valve!
I have hard time in my life, a lot hard time. I feel alone,
never had someone who support me, I go through life alone
and I am sick of that, I find friends but they are not reliable,
they are not here when you need them. I always try to find someone
to listen to me, but always fail. I hope this won't betray me!